Hmmm...where do i start, alright she's a beautiful person inside and out...the type of girl who you could see yourself falling in love with along the line. Great personality, well mannered, good head on her shoulders...all that good shit BUT it's a rollercoaster with her. It's not even the fact that she's very demanding and somewhat unreasonable, it's the little things that seem to be a bother, the little things that can turn a perfect vibe into not speaking for a couple days. I've never been the guy to go all out and display how he feels...and i don't think i ever will...it's simply not apart of my laid-back demeanor, if that makes me a boy rather than a man...so be it. I refuse to keep trying to prove the same shit over and over again, i do think im a man just not the man she wants\needs me to be. Im 18, she's 20...so maybe im not mature enough or ready to deal with an older woman, maybe i was a fool for thinking i could make this work with someone who acts as if she's on her "Last leg". All in all, i know she'll make a man very happy one day...i just hope he doesn't have to go through hell in the process. I hope she'll to be happy, have the family she envisions because she does deserve it...she's a great person. I wish things could be different...but i can't force anything that wasn't meant to be.
(Just a lil summary) lol
