Getting to the Musikkk

Yo, im OD excited about writing more on a consistent basis and having my niggs A.O. and Abel can in on it. It's time to show people that i can rap, that i can do this if i decide to take it seriously. Content wise, im on point...i've become very complex while fusing it with dope wordplay. It's time to showcase my potential and to prove to myself that im not just a loaf. It's '011 baby, the year to get active and make shit happen...LEGGGOO

#CharlesHamiltonIsBack

....Once again lol Now push "My Heart" to the limit or prep a classic dude...Don't let your #StarCHasers down, we've been there all along

Writing Mood

YO...i just wrote a pretty dope verse to 9th Wonder's "Queen" Instrumental. I stayed on topic throughout the whole 16...something i've been working on...im starting to see some results. Not only is this the first verse i've written in about a week and a half, it's one that im really proud of...not my best but it's a good start for what im working on. I WILL post this later in the week...i want an opinion. Im writing to this Kendrick Lamar instrumental(the one that automatically plays when you visit) he got some shit, can't even front on this nigga plus his content is on point. Only if he produced he'd be on CH level...thinking about having "Free-write Fridays" im tired of being shy when it comes to my writtens...im kinda dope and versatile with subjects.

Kinda random but OH WELL

Better Example

I have been thinking alot lately...that's nothing new for me but i want to be a better sibling. You know, a better older brother, im the oldest of three and i've haven't been the example or role model i could be. I don't feel im the type of guy my sister should be interested in, there's alot of bad guys out there with one thing on their mind, now im not one of them but what really makes me different? Like really? And i haven't been that brother my little brother needs. Niggas get caught up in alot of shit, the kids today will have done everything before their 18...now TJ has mind of his own but i could atleast show him there's more to life then what he sees. His friends get into trouble, and i have found things in his possession(not snooping) it's a matter of time before my mother gets a hold of them. One of the things im truly grateful for is never getting caught up in the crowd, all my niggas are on the right path...and i know it'll stay that way. Im not saying im a Bad example or influence but i could be doing alot more to be a positive figure in their lives.

Definitely gonna do this...

Need To Heal

It hurts too much...i thought it was just a phase but this shit is starting to affect my thoughts and actions. It's extremely tough for me to go about my day as if shit's all good , i have hidden how i feel for 18 years but in certain circumstances such as this one it begins to eat you up. This is exactly why i don't ____ ____ _______, then my nigga made me feel like a fucking loser today for "guarding hoes" i don't know...he said some shit like that lol. He was right tho...it wasn't a good look, that's a real friend, i need to be told when im making a fool of myself especially when she doesn't give a fuck about me. Realized God has put me face to face with Karma and it's kicking my ass...it's what i deserve for clowning ol' boy, shit has back fired now and im FEELING it.

Shouts to my nig & the friendly lady...i'll consider the advice

I Peep The Growth

Yo im sooo proud of you...you know who you are. You have matured and learned how to tune the negative things out...last year you wasted your time and energy arguing with those who had made comments about you. Now your like a new person, you changed for the better...you were the one with bad reputation at both of your high schools and you've accepted what happened in the past and your moving on to a pretty bright future. I don't even know what to say\write next...im just OH DEE happy for you. Don't ever look back again...and if you should use it as a reminder for how far you've come.

Class of 2011

Congratulations...this chapter of your lives is now closed, wishing you the best of luck in your future endeavors. Shouts to Andy, Lawrence, Terrell, Kallu & Lashonda...im proud of you guys, wish i could've been there.