It hurts too much...i thought it was just a phase but this shit is starting to affect my thoughts and actions. It's extremely tough for me to go about my day as if shit's all good , i have hidden how i feel for 18 years but in certain circumstances such as this one it begins to eat you up. This is exactly why i don't ____ ____ _______, then my nigga made me feel like a fucking loser today for "guarding hoes" i don't know...he said some shit like that lol. He was right tho...it wasn't a good look, that's a real friend, i need to be told when im making a fool of myself especially when she doesn't give a fuck about me. Realized God has put me face to face with Karma and it's kicking my ass...it's what i deserve for clowning ol' boy, shit has back fired now and im FEELING it.
Shouts to my nig & the friendly lady...i'll consider the advice
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