Gynophobia?

I have a slight fear of women, nothing serious, i love women but at the same time i get intimidated by a lot of them. For instance a beautiful women could easily cause a guy to get nervous but i would avoid any contact with a beautiful women that's coming my way. I would go in another direction pretending to be going elsewhere but in all actuality im waiting for her to pass, then you know how niggas break their neck to get another look, i don't even do that because i fear we'll make eye contact...and that's the worse i won't even elaborate lol. Yea, it's pretty sad but can you blame me? Nowadays girls have more game than dudes, im not gonna get played so this really isn't all that bad, then again it damages the relationship with girls i get involved with.Every female wants to know how a guy feels about them...not like i don't wanna express my feelings it's just tough for me. In the past i've have showed girls i care but i don't think i came correct or atleast showed enough, that's another thing i have to fix about myself. Now that i said it...this subject has been the very reason relationships have not worked out for me, it's often not the girl...just my insecurities. Everything i do has a good reason behind it...i guess i've built a wall only a few women have got over, then i'd just form another one...(There's going to be a part 2...touching on specific experiences)

P.S. if you don't intimidate me, that doesn't mean i don't find you attractive, it's simply because you have a way of making me comfortable.